A year of endings...

This time a year ago I couldn't remember this feeling. I was in the exact opposite place. I don't know what brought about the change or why it happened, it just did. It was like a reset button had been pressed and I was getting another go at things. Now I'm at this place again. I can't say I'm equally uncertain as to what's brought me back here - friends I made in the past year seem to be diminishing in number, I got passed up for the "promotion" to FT for no good reason, I have various other frustrations at work, I'm alone, and I'm staying with my grandfather (the former being a much larger contributor to the latter than one might think). I feel like it's a year of endings with few, if any, beginnings to take their place.