Borrowed Snapshot

"The next [several] months are joyless to view - but there is as much joy in these things, there is more joy, than in flitting around as I've done... I might as well learn now what it is to see things as they are - and the truth is, nobody cares how I fare... So I must fare in the grimmest, most efficient way there is, alone, unbidden, diligently again, always."